Encouragement for anyone who feels this -
Always keep trying
She had difficulty connecting
to the One who encompasses
the universe -
So she decided to take a break
The spark within was still there though,
eventhough it was hidden.
Later she found a few helpful things.
She read some info to strengthen
Spoke to someone that can give her
guidence with different Jewish areas.
And prayed to Hashem
her own personal prayer,
pouring out her heart to Him
She knows it will take some time
for that connection to grow,
but she keeps trying
because her effort is what counts